The Day Lyrics

I am a different man

And I have been whatever you think I am

But the years go on and I make new songs

But today ain't the day that I wish it was

There's a hole at the bottom of my shoe

And I'm afraid it leads me back to me

I wish that I could play it safe

Keep a couple thousand in my safe

But I got no self control

Still I got that shit tatted on my wrist

Just like a hypocrite

Goddamn I got regrets

Goddamn I got some unhealed trauma

I'll be content but that fucking day ain't today

I make my own money

I used to want someone to spend it on

I used to think everyday was the day

And I became everything that I hate

So please call a spade a fucking spade

Dazzled me then but I'm undazzled now

So today ain't the day

There's a hole at the bottom of my shoe

And I'm afraid it leads me back to you

I changed postcodes twice in a year

I used to not care how I appear

I bought pearls from a friend, handmade bracelet

Thank her, ever since I've been happier

Or more positive, optimistic

Didn't last long, short 9 months

Goddamn I don't know what is this

Whole lotta people back in my hometown

Only know me from something cringeworthy

I had my head so far up my ass

Didn't know any better but I was happier

Ignorance is bliss with a dabble of denial

Now I wanna keep a low profile

I make my own money

I used to want someone to spend it on

I used to think everyday was the day

And I became everything that I hate

So please call a spade a fucking spade

Dazzled me then but I'm undazzled now

So today ain't the day