how we change Lyrics

The day came and the day went

The moneys there but the moneys spent

You a take it in but you would let it go

And you wasn't even man enough to let her know

I wish you were there, but I wish you never started

I swore it better, way before we departed

It's hard enough to make that wish

But It's even harder to see it as it is

Shit

I couldn't even touch on all the ways that I was trippin

It was a game

A product of youth and rash decision

I fall to far before I find the faintest fucking difference

And like it ill be high it's not likely that ima listen

Still

I could keep it real

Or maybe inconsistent enough to not see the deal

I digress

Tell me what's the real reason behind this etch a sketch

And why this path I mades not deep enough to reach the depth

Of cheatin death

A shake is it all it takes I guess

Could you tell me how we change again

Cuz I forget

Think i'll take my heart to go now

Na na na na numb my pain

Wish that I could let you go now

Na na na na it's all the same

Wish you wanted me to stay

Na na maybe that's okay

Feel like you could just explain

Now you know that's not my place

I don't have nowhere to go

I'm so sick of all these games

Won't you please just take me home

Now I know you'd never stay

This is as far as this'll go

There ain't no saving me today

Now we seem to be alone

Now I know u know i've changed

You tell me to leave them

I'm sick of my demons

Can't seem to forget

I could never treat them

I'm leaving them bleeding

I'll do it again

Just give em a reason

To keep up the feigning

I see the intent

As long as believing

Ain't easy and we steady taking offense

Then this far as it goes shit

Sick of all this goal shit

Running round this town

In the winter time we ain't doing no shit

Smoking on that roach shit

Tunes supposed to console shit

As far as this going down

We ain't do the most so we don't know shit

They don't know the game

Know the game know the game

On how we gon change

How we change

How we change

Who gon lead the way

Lead the way lead the way

On how we gon change

How we change

How we change

You busy quoting my rhymes

Im steady mindin my business

Too old to give me they time

Too young to give me they interest

I swear that this could be cool if you could just listen mind if I visit

If I found my own way home would It be known tell me what's the difference

It's a whole lot of distance

So please tell me which is it

If I can't even be bothered

By the ground scene then ima stay lifted

You seen the kid I just missed em

I think he's still in my system

This all just a bunch of bull shit that's gon keep me down in my feelings

Down in my feelings some type of way enough to make it appealing

Insistent upon that my mental still needing some help even tho its been healing

Resistant enough that I still held my ground even tho in head it's been killin me slow

I really been thinking how different thing coulda been if I weren't keen on concealing my hope

I Think i'll take my heart to go now

Na na na na numb my pain

Wish that I could let you go now

Na na na na it's all the same

Wish you wanted me to stay

Na na maybe that's okay

Feel like you could just explain

Now you know that's not my place

I don't have nowhere to go

I'm so sick of all these games

Won't you please just take me home

Now I know you'd never stay

This is as far as this'll go

There ain't no saving me today

Now we seem to be alone

Now I know u know i've changed