if i lose you Lyrics

If I asked you about love

You'd probably quote me a sonnet

But you've never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable

Known someone that could level you with her eyes

Feeling like god put an angel on earth just for you

Who could rescue you from the depths of hell

And you wouldn't know what it's like to be her angel

To have that love for her be there for ever

Through anything

Through cancer

And you wouldn't know about sleeping sitting up in a hospital room for two months

Holding her hand because the doctors could see in your eyes

That the terms visiting hours don't apply to you

You don't know about real loss

Because that only occurs when you love something more than you love yourself

If I lose you

Ain't no telling where i'll go

I'm still not used to

All the days since you done left me on my own

And I abused you

To think that I was in control

With how I used you

I know that one day I'll reap what I've sewn

What you know about the true issues at heart

Every word you said mattered from the fuckin start

Take into account the ways you didn't play the part

Tear it all apart and build it back up from the char

I can't act the same why they have to stake claims

The aftermath of pain makes it all just feel the same

Not insane but on the way

That's on my name I complain

Wish I could change

No way no way

This ain't my game so I guess I won't play

I should hit the road maybe then they might say

That I should stay I should wait

No way no way

Is it really when they say it's okay

Catchin feelings I could do this all day

Am I willing or just feeling some way

I see a way please won't you stay

If I lose you

Ain't no telling where i'll go

I'm still not used to

All the days since you done left me on my own

And I abused you

To think that I was in control

With how I used you

I know that one day I'll reap what I've sewn

If I lose you (ohh)

Ain't no telling where i'll go (where i'll go)

I'm still not used to (still not)

All the days since you done left me on my own (ohh)

And I abused you (ooo)

To think that I was in control

With how I used you

I know that one day I'll reap what I've sewn

When I look at you

I don't see intelligent confident man

I see a cocky scared shitless kid

But you're a genius Will

No one denies that

No one could possibly understand the depths of you