I Didn't Know Lyrics

I didn't know, I didn't know

I didn't know, I didn't know

750 everyday it was habitual

Guess this was my escape

I was a functional drunk

Drinking liquor once I woke up

On work breaks I'd have liquid lunch

If I popped a bottle I'll drink till it's done

Family events

No body else drinking

I'm thee only one

Drunk by myself I was just having fun

Couldn't tell me nothing

Was reckless and young

Most nights end up blacking out

Don't remember the drive how I ended up home

Who gave me a shower put my PJs on

A shot in the morning now hangovers gone

I didn't know when to stop

I didn't know that I had a problem

I didn't know what to call it

I didn't know

I was the family alcoholic

I didn't know, I didn't know

I didn't know, I didn't know

750 everyday it was habitual

Guess this was my escape from the physical

I didn't know, I didn't know

I didn't know, I didn't know

That life would be this difficult

I didn't know

My mother wouldn't see 60 years old

I didn't know

When I drink before I smoke

That block work hit like Za

The weed out weighs the liquor

It happens every time

My world it started spinning

The feeling was sublime

Addicted to this feeling

A different state of mind

Thinking if I throw up I'll be fine

Telling god I'll never drink again

Knowing damn well I'm lying

Thinking if I throw up I'll be fine

Telling god I'll never drink again

I was the family alcoholic

I didn't know, I didn't know

I didn't know, I didn't know

750 everyday it was habitual

Guess this was my escape from the physical

I didn't know, I didn't know

I didn't know, I didn't know

That life would be this difficult

I didn't know

My mother wouldn't see 60 years old

I didn't know