Going Crazy Lyrics

Anxiety attacks, but I'm black

I'm losing my losing my

I'm losing my losing my mind

My minds going crazy

On the outside I'm chilling

Anxiety attacks, but I'm black

So I ignore those feelings

Swear I'm fighting depression

Never got diagnosed

And I know I'm most dangerous

Whenever I'm alone

My minds going crazy

Run run it runs away

Still stuck on thoughts of yesterday

Dear lord I don't need my daily bread today

Opposite effects when I mediate

I'm only at rest when I'm medicated

I'm bout to detonate boom

People think I'm patient

I got no patients

I ain't got no time for time wasting

Never comfortable

Never complacent

Daughter want a back yard

We still renting out a basement

Always on the move

It's a marathon we racing

Always give my all when working towards expectations

That's commitment that's dedication

At times wish I

Can go to heaven on vacation

I'd visit my mom faithfully

Feels like no one's here to pray for me

So careful what you say to me

My minds going crazy

On the outside I'm chilling

Anxiety attacks, but I'm black

So I ignore those feelings

Swear I'm fighting depression

Never got diagnosed

And I know I'm most dangerous

Whenever I'm alone

My minds going crazy

Quit Niggas kill

I'm the calm in the storm

When I'm lost in my thoughts

I'm at my deadliest form

Ready to die

Ready for war

Ready for blood

Ready for gore

When the empire falls

Go from riots to brawls

Next thing you know

Marshall law

Anxiety attacks, but I'm black

Dear lord I don't need my daily bread today

Opposite effects when I meditate

My minds going crazy

My minds going crazy

On the outside I'm chilling

Anxiety attacks, but I'm black

So I ignore those feelings

Swear I'm fighting depression

Never got diagnosed

And I know I'm most dangerous

Whenever I'm alone

My minds going crazy