Selfless Portion

Why is life not how I want it, I know patience is the key and

My time's eventually coming, but I'm just tired of looking up these

Places to envision I'm there, and like a doctor at end of the day my

Patience is running out, I'm having doubts, I can't figure out

The reason I feel like it's unbelievable now, I used to be so naive with

All the shit that I said, like I'ma be there real soon, a year later

I'm still here, I sit here staring at these pictures of places on

Google Images awaiting teleportation straight to Mount Gould or Blue Ridge

LA, the Palouse, Tortugas, the MFA Massachusetts

Or just any fucking place that ain't here, cause I'm starting to lose it

Been feeling the blues, searching for definitive clues as to why

I'm feeling Clueless like the coming of age film, everything that