how it started...

How it started? Tell you the truth can't even call it

Feeling my darkest emotions that I didn't bargained

Demons keep calling every time I'm nearly falling

Emotional target. That stopped me from ballin the hardest

Can't go out in public that's when I faced al my scarring

Swaying sideways they thought I was half retarded

I laugh that shit off even though it kinda harmed me

Anxiety as a kid now y'all niggas saying sorry

Been insecure since middle school but that's another story

I kept distancing myself and got everybody worried

When I was in that 8th floor ward I looked in to the walls

And had life or death choice and didn't know who to call