Into the Gray

Where's the life I loved, who am I to blame

I'm tired of living like this throw it all away

I feel like I'm living a lie tired of playing this game

Feels like I'm drowning, drowning in the gray

Feels like there's a noose around my neck while I carry the pain

I wish it would loosen its grip or that I'd finally drift away

Through lies and deceit I thought I had it all to gain

But now I'm sinking in the gray

This haze that I'm going through can't see the way

As the hours pass, I can feel myself fray