kingmake_-_ 4 Real

For real

Chorus; for real , for real , I can't , I can't for real yeah for real for for real

V1; preparing for a new and better me when these lines come I really can't breathe or think properly and if I don't write em or book it down I just end up shaking and breaking down , at a point I couldn't shed no tear u swear I tried ,but it wsnt working all I though was how'd I end up here has my life gotten to this point , the o ly time I cry now is when I think of the studio trust me you won't get it cuz I couldn't really do a song , I didn't have no source or cash no opportunities felt locked up and frozen felt like I was wasting away now I feel abandoned cuz everyone to me was acting differently towards me and everything sounded like a boring song , I mean a really bad and heart breaking song.

Chorus; for real , for real , I can't , I can't for real yeah for real for for real

V2; I can't really give them what they want how to do what to do God I look to you , help me out that's probably what I. Screaming underneath my voice , deep inside my head and my fuzzy buzzy mind , I wanna get that fame and money so bad, it hurts like a damn drum line my heart keeps beating now its skipping like a broken record , thinking of ways I can make mama and papa proud but nothing surfaces and at the end of the day I just write songs I can't even sing , Lord I'm ready hear my cry wake me up from this nightmare , I feel like I'm crazy and I need some closure or pleasure but certainly not depression or the pressure that is why I'm taking all these measures to get up but I can't do nothing inferior or bad cuz it's not working out , I'm trying so hard to put my life together but I keep getting confused it's so perplexing and undiluted it's so tormenting and I feel like I'm regressing I just want to be heard but by who I think I'm ready for the big stages but yeah why is there always a but , gat nobody that takes care of me anymore nobody to talk to nobody understands me what uh why uh you'll be expecting too much too much from me sister be expecting me to do fraud and be rich friends want me to provide all the time even if I don't have the resources to yeah ,girlfriend really isn't giving me much of an issue

But can you imagine not being able to provide for her .