role model

Who love who you look up to until you become 'em

You hate doing the things that made you love 'em

You still wanna try to go against 'em

But you're scared that'll make you hate 'em

You look at your old self: naive, didn't know what's happening

You look at your old self at least you were happy

You know you're not the reason you're able to do what you do

You ditch the people who got you here through and through

You know you don't deserve anything you have

You still don't let that make you mad

You feel brutal

You let 'em see you at your worst and ditch 'em at your peak