Nihilistic Deathbed

Stop, take a step back and check, my my my

Slob, can't hold a job, inspect, why why why

Basket case, mind laid waste, lie lie lie

Hazard ace, flight risk face, die die die

Held back by my family from offing myself

I cough and I belch, plan my coffin in stealth

Safe was the way I played the cards I was dealt

Now my heart screams for help, full of scars that I felt

Never one to risk it, never was a fucking misfit

Every chance that I found, found a reason and pissed it

Everlasting martyr with a blade to my artery

Though nevermore a bother as my pump starts stuttering