For the Better

I've had too much here to drink

That I can barely just think

I'm trying to stay here afloat but I'm fucking scared that I'll sink

I'm drinking just by the hour and looking back at our pics

Drunk as a bitch

Blacking out with a fucking bottle of whisk

Questioning how in the fuck did this get as bad as it is?

All I remember was the summer at the beach with our trip

Then two months later I get filed for harassment and shit

Now I'm in court, three year ban, it feels like man, is this it?

'Cause I didn't expect this shit to get all bad in some ways

From that PFA to the fucking judge won't give me no say