Livin' Wild

Let my feelings disappear, as i smoke this weed

Lost my auntie last year, i could hardly breathe

Plenty nights avoiding tears, like a bob and weave

Hurt my heart that you ain't here, why you had to leave

You left my heart afraid to care, these scars on my sleeve

I failed two classes last year, financial aid released

I been afraid that i might die, who crying when i leave

Its been hard for me to hide my eyes behind my teeth

In therapy i tried to lie, cause i know I'm weak

The oldest, never seen me cry or bowing on my knees

Gotta be strong for my lil siblings, they look up to me