Letting Go

I'm afraid of showing others that I have emotions

Cause I'm tired of people leaving when I start to open

So I learned to do it solo going through the motions

But I don't think it's working out the way that I was hoping

I'm afraid of disappearing while nobody noticed

That I never was the center point of someone's focus

And I know you're probably thinking that that sounded bogus

But I always craved attention and I think you know this

I'm afraid when conversations with my mom go sour

I hope she understands that she's the one who gives me power