Letting Go Lyrics

I'm afraid of showing others that I have emotions

Cause I'm tired of people leaving when I start to open

So I learned to do it solo going through the motions

But I don't think it's working out the way that I was hoping

I'm afraid of disappearing while nobody noticed

That I never was the center point of someone's focus

And I know you're probably thinking that that sounded bogus

But I always craved attention and I think you know this

I'm afraid when conversations with my mom go sour

I hope she understands that she's the one who gives me power

She's getting older and I've started counting down the hours

And the truth is, I don't know how I'mma live without her

There's no way that I will be okay

But it's going both ways

Disappear with no trace

You say that there comes a new day

I'm too stubborn to wait today, cause tonight

I'm afraid that I'mma lose the battle with my demons

Can't convince my brain to stay when it's got every reason

I'm afraid that people that I'm not good enough

I'm afraid you didn't think that I was good enough

Am I good enough?

I'm not good, but I'm okay

For now