December. ft. Boyfifty

I wanna say, that I'm in love, that I'll never be hurt, forever use my voice to speak, that I'm in love

All those times together, you wearing my sweater, why does it fade, I thought it was forever

All the trips in the future, adventures I've been left alone, had to give myself lectures

Pick myself up now, I'm done in endeavors, I've been all fucked up through the month of November

Now coming days leading into December, I've been feeling numb, I ain't getting much better

You took out my heart when I saw your love letters, paragraphs blasted all cars by the weather

All the grey skies, it can change and upset her, I've been drowning out, feeling all of the pressure

I guess I'm the problem that's locked in the center, they tell me to change, I say no way, no never

I gather my thoughts just like I'm a collector, they never come out and that's just to protect

My demons are coming, I'm turning to slender, they're holding the sign to my mind that says enter