Bleach

Eldest 11 - Bleach

It's a way of recovering what I lost...(in the Vicodin)

When I began, I tried to make it right, but it went wrong.

And then it's hard to unravel the knots in your heart.

It's an escape, a secret love when God won't listen anymore, all i think:

GOD, I've done too much damage to my body.

It's HARD, when you feel like your world was made to cave.

(For way too long, I kept holding on)

but now I'm tired of everything....

I try to ignore the fact that I can't breathe anymore.

Back then, we had a good run when I was sober, but it's all gone.