Through My Eyes

Dont know how much i can push these feelings aside

But saying things is better then it bottled inside

And its hard i sit back and try to swallow my pride

Need to get it if my chest or ill start losing my mind

All my friends say you look drained and you should rest eddy

But I'm just working on myself to be my best eddy

But all these issues unresolved just make me less ready

All this pain that's in my heart just makes my chest heavy

Now everybody out here asking me for handouts

When I was down tell me who had put their hands out

City mad about my stories say i act out

Its cuz i love my city guess thats why i lash out