October

I been thinking a lot

I been consumed in my thoughts

Assumin' you be true, this isn't you, I want you to stop

I drop down to my knees, beggin' you and I plead

Please don't leave, I need you just someone to call

I always fall and when I do you tell me I'll be alright

I fight wars in my head, voices makin' my choices

My choice is clear, I want you here, my fear is scared of you

Impaired, the view ahead is somethin' dead

You said I'd never be alone

And so I stare at my phone

Hopin' I can open somethin', but it's nothin'