I'm sipping uncle nearest reminiscing of those I held dearest

My loved ones who's no longer with us

I shed tears over faded pictures, with a grin

Cause though it's falling from my eyes, I'll know I see you again

If heaven was a mile away, would I go, would I stay?

& when I make it to them gates, would they turn the kid away?

A result of my mistakes, partnered with all my vices

Cause I seem Nirvana through destruction devices

Like the potion and the potent, the pussy and the power

Mean & the sticky green, I been blowing clouds for hours

Rap beats I devour, & that's seeming like my life's purpose

Or better yet what makes this life worth it