Deep in Life

I gotta take this medication faithfully I gotta suppress myself from all these Realities from This internal disease Lord please take this pain away I only Wanna feel normal for just One day Like how it use to be when the world Wasnt so cold and I didn't feel all so Alone

I cant relate to all these fakes to all

These snakes all around my plate

Can't even enjoy this lobster or this Steak

I'm so sick and tired of waking up so Early just to be late

Trying to Kill myself just to be on Time for someone elses dime

When all they see in you is a number They will never give a fuck if you Will ever recover

When your head and your heart Have grown so far apart yeah an all You can do is keep living in the dark Yeah

I remember once upon a time when love felt so very real but now the World has shown me so different

I don't need it I don't miss it I don't Need it I don't miss it