Time Will Tell

It's four in the morning, I still cant get to sleep

If time heals scars then why am I left to bleed

All that stress from the past started affecting my dreams

And I keep thinking if those things never happened would I be me

She don't like to see me like this I won't hate if she leaves

I won't blame her she's been patient for the way that its been

Coz lately I turned into something I don't want to be

All this stress gets to my head thats why you barely see me speak

I stay cautious coz this shit is really not what it seems

The only time I see my mates is when they're coppin' some weed

So when they come around I'm actin like i'm off in a dream

I don't want to be another number locked by police