Snow

I always suck up everybody’s feelings Like a straw Their pain and stress become My worry and fear And emotions and the colors fill my heart and kill me slowly

My buried grief would wallow My frustrations would grow Until a faithful song would harshly slow Everyday were fits Good days were close friends shit And when I need someone to hold me close A hand or hug to give me hope Suddenly warmness fades to snow

I was never hit or compromised as a child I was soothed and raised with smiles and sun That praised and painted rainbows, and now evils done Or is that a foolish dream Truth and reality Is a surprising shock The blood of trust that flows can harden to a clot I was lacking skin Breaking down and old But when I cry more than I’m being told Life’s penetrating like a sword I’ll make an angel in the snow

Sometimes I worry Having to much love Makes you a weaker one Cause each day that I become more dull Are the nights that I’ve slept the most

I’m sorry for those whom I’ve hurt From being too concerned That part of me has gone to bed I’ll only breathe thick air Won’t be involved or care Deaden my nerves before myself And if there’s no hand to hold I’ll just find comfort in the snow