you. (sped up)

Tells me what it is but doesn't tell me bout the subject

Spell it out for me, but please don't put it into words yet

Hell I've done gotten over it since blocking all your contacts

Scream it, but in silence, either way I'll miss the context

Terrified & so in need of therapy but I don't want the drugs

Medication? Feels like there could be a chance it'd fuck me up

When you'd come over when I wasn't pickin' up to see what's up

That's when I showed up face to face with you, I'm staring at disgust

And yet I wonder how I got so far

Surrounded by community & people I'm not far behind

& yet my universe & world's gone dark