swords dance

I might be sick, I would go any distance

So used to pain, when it's gone I might miss it

So used to pain that I'm constantly flinching

Got lost in the difference, it's just an addiction

I blew a kiss in the sky with my wishes

I had a dream you and I weren't different

Is it my fault I can't make a decision?

My mind is playing tricks on me again

I know that it's hard to accept

When your words never match with the thoughts in your head

I'm a monster who seems to be more like a friend