Just For Now

Months and months of being single was for me to regroup

My last relationship would throw my broken heart out the loop

She almost killed me, that's true, but our time together was false

Nothing about it was real, it was full of frustrating wrongs

All my time would blow in smoke, then it faded to waste

Every promise was a lie, she would lie to my face

The fate became my enemy, love to me was a fairytale

The only trust I had was for myself, nobody else

Did I sell my very soul to the devil himself

When I poured my heart out and shared it with a female?

She would bail when it got real, and I was still in jail

Suffering with heartache, mouth seething in the cell