dirt & sagebrush

I wish I would've acted on my mean intrusive thoughts,

I'd go back to our first date and tell you just to go get lost,

Wish I'd never held your hand, wish you'd never known my heart,

Wish I'd worked harder on him, knew you weren't right from the start

Wish I would've listened when my gut told me to leave,

Wish I would've spoken louder when your words were hurting me

You'd push me away in public, won't kiss me near your friends,

Were you faking it with me, or just faking it with them?

I'm full of questions, I can't sleep tonight,

All your tainted memories are messing up my mind,

All the words you've told me, I wish you'd never said,