Tryna Focus

Feel like I'm chosen, my mind really open My feelings, they been really, really floatin

And I'm so open, and I can't tell you what I'm holdin' I know these niggas really on some old shit I'm tryna focus, I'm really losin' focus I don't know which way that I'm a goin' I seen it all, and I never tell my flaws I always wanna show you all my flaws You'll never know how I done felt, I been through it all I felt the pain when I was little, I never enjoyed my childhood I got it, but ain't nobody see the difference I made my own way, I had to put it all together I had to fix my own play, who gon' be there when you fuck

Fucked up, nobody, he won't help me when I'm fucked up Nobody and I have violence on my mind I try to think it's smart, and I had love in my heart And hatred took it over, damn I done seen the pain before, but this shit over, that's my brain I can't trust nobody, cause this shit a dirty game

I ain't that bad though, gotta watch my home I know my bro D gon' blow, I ain't gotta tell him nothin' I keep it on me cause I know if they see me, they might up the scope And I done lost some brothers, so I gotta go for what I know Keep my head on a swivel, I can't go for nothin' Island and I'm plannin' missions, that might be my vulture When I was younger, I ain't never think I'd live this type of life And I can't lose quick, so I gotta play my cards right Sniper, thought that shit was real, but you ain't right, you ain't righteous All this shit you doin, you ain't solid, you froze When you already know, when you already know

What I know And it's a go, if I ever run into your folks Gun smoke, I fell in love with the gun smoke Gun powder, you gotta wash off that gun powder Murder, murder, that's all goin' through my mind Keep it solid, that's how we gon' do it every time Missed emotion, I don't know if I wanna thug or love I got missed emotion, I wanna take these drugs And love, where's love when you full of pain? I said drugs, I feel my body overpowered

Gotta keep my gun, and I can't let him take me all the way My young son won't run, I'm gon' blow all the smoke away

Smoke up in there, I'ma clear it all, take niggas all by one Smoke up in there, I'ma knock them all, I told my heart don't play

Love, I been feelin' perky aches Drugs, my body really full of pain I need love, but my mind ain't goin' crazy

I need some love, my body is full of pain Feel like I'm chosen, my mind really open My feelings, they been really, really floatin' And I'm so open, and I can't tell you what I'm holdin

I know these niggas really on some old shit, I'm tryna focus it I'm really losing focus, I don't know which way that I'ma go