ALIVE

I don't wanna think about it

I ain't tryna hear what's in my head

I always put my soul into it

Stop loving myself for you instead

Forget to see the good around me

I know that I deserve much more than this

I guess I gotta be more selfish

It's time that I control and manifest

Cause I can think about the way you pulled me closer

But every time I let you in I'm never sober

And this is not the way I pictured growing older