anyway

I've played conversations in my head

I tried to remember every word we said

But it's been a while, and I forget

So why are you something I miss

I think about you a lot, so maybe it's a habit

I wonder how you are, if you are even breathing

Wait, is that dark

Oops, I didn't mean it, but

Coming to that thought brought me to a realization

You can say exactly what I want (you have in my mind)

But it could never be enough, to heal me