May 11

I stare at your pictures like you're the only wonder in the world

For some reason, your affection feels knurled

There's warning signs all around my comfort zone

There's something that's triggering my fight-or-flight mode

And it's stemming from you

You once made me feel like we had something special

Something that went beyond logic and sea levels

But now you don't stir any positive feelings in me

I'm never not sad, I'm stuck in your turbulent waves

You don't reach out anymore and it's all clear to me