Caught

Caught caught by the trauma in my heart attached to the lie of my thoughts

You can change you can do better but you won't not for me not for you

When I'm alone holding another man's hand I still think about you instead

Can you just go away let me breathe end this trauma do it for me

I don't wanna change myself I don't wanna love myself but I will

I'll let you go so I don't get hurt anymore

I like it when you say you'll change but you never do you never never do

When you get lonely and you come home to hold me

I know deep down what you'll do to me

You're gonna break my heart again please don't break my heart again