Lessons In The Dark

My pillow knows my pain, every night I cry alone

Feels like the weight of the world got so damn heavy on my own

It's like I'm cursed to bear these storms, no light, no calm, no sun

When all I ever wanted was a break, just a taste of being done

Every time I try to stand, I get knocked back down

Sick of fighting the same damn battles, just to drown

I'm staring at the walls, wondering what's left to lose

Caught in this cycle, got me questioning my truth

But God, please make my heart strong enough to handle every struggle, every scar

Help me find the strength to keep going, even when it's so damn hard