i could never change

I was telling you I could never change

Now there's poison in my system, yeah, it's running through my veins

Now I'm stuck in reminiscence, thinking it was not so bad

But my head is filling gaps, that's the cost of looking back

But you never really seem to care

No, you never really, no, you never really seem to care

I never cared for your sake, telling me that I can't change

But back then it was first base, now the place I'm at like home plate

I'm moving too fast and I crashed out, surface level f*ck a background

I would just space when I had doubt, I'd get home feeling like I blacked out