Reform / Rebuild

I fought it all, fought it good, probably better than I should.

Felt the pain with all the rest as it caved in my chest.

I'd trade it all to not feel low.

I made it this far , how far can I go?

I'll chase the sun and watch it disappear.

Then be there as it rises, and nothing seems to be unclear.

Let go of everything I held inside for so long.

I want to feel again and find something to call my own.

Kick myself for holding back, suppressing all I felt.

But I can feel it tearing at me its like I'm burning in hell.