Laughing & Crying

I wanna be there with you, but I cannot bear the truth

I'm workin' too hard, I crash out like Bandicoot

That's what chasin bands will do, I blink and there's tears in my eyes

I really wanna know why, so I take a look in the sky

What is the purpose of being here, why am I even alive

Would anyone care if I died? But you know I would never try

These are the thoughts that runnin' through my brain, time after time after time

Shake it off, get back to boss shit, gettin' faded and I cross it

Hit a home run, that's a long hit

Flowin' like current in ocean, makin' noise, I just be caught in commotion