the replacement

I'm singing in the shower to a god I don't know

He tells me how much you love him as if I didn't already know

I can't tell if the water is from the shower head or my eyes

I tell myself it's the first one, cause I like telling lies

And God is just another man I wish I could be

I always talk about hating them, but I think I just hate me

That's a part of me you understood long before I did

But the signs were all there, even when I was a kid

And the way you seek out his love is the way I seek out yours

Always conditional, always two doors