Lack

Don't forget your offspring

He still looks like you

Despite the angst you brought him

Despite the hate that you need

The child you made understood who were the men

Thanks to your fuckin' powder and the poison you call hapiness

You'll always be there but only after midnight

It's the only moment I see you but there's no contact

I try to make you see the consequences in vain

And the lack strangles me and makes me love the pain

And every second I prey, I'm getting closer to your aim