I like you interlude

Regardless of what my feelings are, I'd rather be your friend. That's what I keep repeating in the mirror

That's what I repeat with every text that I send

Not outwardly, or openly, or honestly in a way that's known, because regardless of what my feelings are, these feelings for you will never be shown

Again, besides the one or two slap-ups where I stared for too long

I thought I used to have a crush on you. Honestly, I've had that same crush all along

But it was 3 in the morning, and you were just about to go, so I just opened the door for you and said

You're the best person that I know

And usually, these feelings are unmerited and hollow. I don't know them that well, and then they're just somebody else that I follow

I loved them before I liked them, and when it ends, I never liked them at all

This person that I was in a relationship with, I convinced myself they were worth the fall