Truthfully

It's a complicated state of mind and I'm losing time

It's everything I've ever done an attempt at earning love

It's a complicated way of life that I'm stuck inside

While I'm looking through the eyes of the guy I try to find

You look at me, I look at you and I wish I could tell you the truth

But truthfully, I don't know me and I don't know what to do

You look at me, I look at you and I wonder if you think about me too

But honestly, I don't know me and I wish I knew what to do

If I'm waiting for the moment I can say what should be said

Is the waiting all I ever do again and again