Wasted Energy

She said she only wanted independence, I'm prayin' that she gets it

I don't have the energy I used to have, I damn near overspent it

Some women took that shit and left with it

Now they're up late, plannin' weddings and receptions

If I had popped the question, you know that at the very least I would've picked a ring to match the necklace

I'm sorry, but that bar was way too tempting

They hang 'em over the plate, I can't help but upper deck it

And in the end, I respect it

Cause I can barely maintain my friendships

And still got some shit I ain't dealt with

Blood ties I barely connect with

And sometimes I try not to mention