state of denial

We finally got our chance to catch up, after the distance

You accused me of falling in love, but I didn't

You quoted things you've seen off of the stories from my friends and then pretended to laugh it off and said

Do you think of me while yall are kissing

Is it everything and all you're missing

Are you sure that you're not in a state of denial

I've imagined this a thousand times, every smart ass line you'd pepper your pain with

Don't know why I try, like you'd listen this time to the words when I say them

You say that you've made many steps towards recovery