But I Do

And I ain't too proud to tell you that I cry sometimes, but I do And I ain't too proud

To tell you I get high sometimes, to get through And I ain't too proud to tell you that I lie

Sometimes, like fuck the truth And I ain't too proud to tell you that this pain don't hurt, cuz it do

A lot of pain, lot of pain Sheesh, I done witnessed a lot of things Damn, I probably drove my mom

Insane before I ever drove a car or board the plane Seem like they love you more when you fade to

Black I came through, they show me love, so I gave it back From the borough where niggas die

Try to make a stack I just pray to God when I leave that I make it back Damn, it's cold nights where I came

From I know niggas that owe life to the state, son Never comin' home, he just prayin' that his date come

Daughter turnin' twelve, she just tryin' cut the cake, son Damn, and shit real, you don't even know it

I probably cry, that's emotions, I don't need to show it I know niggas that be rollin' with their heaters