Only Dreaming

Well, it's a slow start, and we always seem to finish last

So much to pick apart, even when you didn't ask

And I waited, but you never came

I tried to put it up first, I tried to be there when

You couldn't make yourself well, that could mean anything

I've seen you at your worst, I've tried to tie your ends

You couldn't make yourself well, that don't mean anything

Give me the subpar, lower most experience

Not up to where you are, but it never made sense