Better Off

I think about how happy I am quite often

My mascara stays on my eyes

I'm gaining weight, my hands don't shake, but to me it's no surprise

Why the world feels so much lighter

I don't fall asleep thinking about you anymore

I finally have my own life to live

Right next to my coat's where I hung up my habits

I smile and then I forgive

And oh, I'm loving life these days But oh, the cause is so forlorn

My heart doesn't drop when I hear your name