Before I Blow

Before I blow, I wanna cherish these moments Burden on my back, it's kinda hard to sleep

On it I'm cold as fuck and niggas still sleepin

On me Learn to let go and let God cause that's how bad that I want itI admit that I'm shy still stand on 10 when terrified,

I got this feeling in my body, I just can't seem to describe (who am I) It ain't hard for to read between the lines

Young nigga tryna feed his family, so to the top, I'm gon' climb

I wish grandma was here to see her, baby, I've been stressin' lately

On this journey by myself, but I swear I can't let it break me

Any problems come my way, I ain't got no choice but to face em

Don't come in contact with nobody, so why the fuck do they hate me

Told my daddy I'm a rapper and he laughed at me

I told moms that I write music, she was past happy