Beginning of the End

Guess this is where it ends or maybe where it begins

All my friends left me for dead and I ain't been the same since

I'm trying to cleanse my sins sitting here sipping some gin

This doesn't make any sense it's like my life was pretend

'Cause ya'll were always on the fence yeah that's the shit I could sense

Didn't ever lend me a hand after what I did for them

And I don't mean to offend but all of ya'll can forget

Me after what you did though please allow me to vent

I was trying to plan a life why couldn't you understand

Stopped doing all the drugs and finally took a stand

I decided for myself I deserved a second chance

It was time for things to change wasn't hard to comprehend