Alone Pt. 1

When I pretend I love, when you stand too close, like I had to go

Only when I'm home, jokes on you, I'm gone, come with me, oh no

I don't wanna be alone, I just feel so old, I just feel so cold

I miss when I'm numb, I can't stay alone, money changed the love, I can't stand fake love, I can't take life

When I was just not like, back then was lifelike, I need the love, I had no more, just pills, was taking over, pills, was taking over