Love Isolation

I'm sitting, I'm waiting on something, I look at my skin and I'm wondering, wondering

Felt like I'm gonna be nothing, exactly the state I was in as you fell for me

I did not think you would like me, these other guys seemed they were more to your liking

So then I told myself we would not get together 'til I knew how you like me

I say that we can not play everyday anymore because I go to school and I focus on work

I was a fool to think I won't be hurt, never leave you alone, now I will learn

On winter break, something made my heart burn, you had a boyfriend, I should've been first

I had this feeling like I was the worst, but you seemed happy, so I put you first

After the bottles, the suicide

Questioning where I'm lost in my mind, where is this girl that I'm tryna find?