just kiddin

Nights like tonight, that I struggle just to stay alive

I've been trough so much that no one even recognized

Asked how I made it out, but I didn't

I'm still petrified, looking for a sign

Highs and lows, rise and fall

Oh, you think that I'll just brush it off

Oh, you see me now, you don't at all

Crazy how I thought- I won't tomorrow

Say it's just a joke, but that's not how it came across

You can run your mouth, but don't pretend I didn't warn you

Your words can carry weight, a burden like a cross